Just around the Benz: thanks guys

I woke up this morning stressed out..... This whole seizure thing is really getting to me. I hate the not knowing, I hate feeling like a weakness may keep me from having more kids, I hate that I can't be everything I feel I need to be as a wife and mom because these dang seizures hanging over my head are haunting me. I am trying really hard to just put it all in God's hands but I am struggling. Going in today for an MRI and I am praying that they can find something wrong with me because than there is something to treat rather than nothing wrong. With nothing wrong there is nothing to treat and nothing to try and fix!! So frustrating! Ok enough complaining from me...

This morning I was feeling overwhelmed and you two both woke up in cranky moods, but I was excited that you both woke up before I had to leave for the doctors. Anyway I cried and told you Z that I was overwhelmed and you totally stepped up. You grabbed a pillow and laid it in front of the tv, dragged Georgie over to said pillow, got him his bottle and snuggled with him. Than to top the cake you turned over and said, "oh mama my Georgie!" than blew me a kiss! Man I love you both so so much! Thanks for being so awesome!